So, my sister graduated this weekend, and she's totally set on me doing the whole "next generation" thing at her college, working at the post office like she did and all that crap.

And you know, originally I did want to go. But I looked at the majors and they don't have any of the majors that interest me. It's a liberal college, true, but I want to go to a liberal ARTS college. I've decided to make a top 20 list of colleges for this year, then next summer I'll narrow it down to 10, and then after that to 5 and then I'll apply to those 5.

Or whatever. I don't know how applying to college works, and I really don't wish to know. I cannot see myself in college. It'll just make me feel... old.

But that's me, terrified of the future. And death. Oh man, my worst fear is death.